I write this as I gaze upon my baby boy who is asleep knowing that he is the most important thing in my life right now.
Our yaya (nanny) went on her monthly day off last Sunday and did not return. Her husband texted us that she went to the dentist and needed to rest since she had some teeth pulled. However, she never said anything before leaving and we even discussed what time she would be back. As per her husband, she would be back on Wed.
This morning I awoke to find out that our maid had left as well. She just left a note saying that the pay was too low and that the food was not enough. Not once did she raise these concerns to me. I always ask them at the grocery what food they want and I make it a point to buy stuff they need when it runs out. We even bought them a cushion because I didn’t want them sleeping on the floor.
Turns out that this was premeditated all along and both the yaya and maid are going back to the province. They didn’t even have the decency to tell me the truth to my face. The maid left like a thief in the night just leaving a note. Maybe I should be thankful they didn’t steal anything. However, her salary was advanced for this month since she wanted to send it to her kid so we obliged. Our yaya still has the cellphone hubby lent her in case we needed immediate feedback on baby J. She has not even repaid the fare we gave for her to go to Manila from the province.
I took care of baby J when his first yaya lied to us. This is a bigger challenge right now because I am alone in our condo and baby J is now mobile. He is very insistent on his demands. He is now formula fed so I have to sterilize his bottles and feeding utensils too.
I had a few minutes of self pity before hubby went off to work. Then I pushed them aside. I never wanted to be a stay at home mom. But I do what is needed because my baby is the most important thing in my life right now.




